busy with work lor.... for the one week alot of shit happens.... ooh i can still remember the day i went out wit nazri my work mate... kita gi commonwealth sia... nak jual this console and guess wat dia ambik setakat $30 jek.... kiwak, benda dah lah berat, jauh pulak tu travel and he only offer $30 jek... siang2 on the phone tak nak ckp siak... waste my fucking transport fee jek sia.... since kita dah tak tau nk gi mana, kita gi funan the IT mall pulak, check harga psp slim tu.. well we got the lowest price at $280 of standard pakage.. bt lupa nk tanya mod ke tak haizz.... nw waiting to get my pay terus beli, tak ada nk hege2.... anyways after tat kita gi boat quey... lepak pat coffee bean... ngantok and totally penat kia kita dua, bab the night before kita work till morning... then comes wed pulak jumpa my baby love.. go watch movie pat amk hub... ooh kita watch bratz... story dia is like standard lah bout frenship... "BFF"... gal stuff... then fridayjumpa dia lagik.. kita gi PP after she solve her ez-link card problem... alamak nw i remeber she said smting about going to her mak long place and can't make it on saturday as of which i always used saturday for our day.... bt someone tend to spoil it lah.. bab i already asked her kia and it was my close fren birthday pit... and i expect her to go bt instead she got other plans... u can say u can't help it tat other ppl like u... it's fine if other like u bt do u have to go out wit him and stuff... for u doing tat, u r giving him hope.. and kalau org dah ckp suka kau, dah lah, kau ckp kau ada matair and wat she can be to u is just fren no more than tat... ni tak, layan kan, kluar sama2... wtf sia.... and yet he says he respect our relationship, fuck lah kan.. think properly lah.. kalau kawan pun ada batas nya... seblum jadi worst, lebih baik stop it k... aku kasih sikit, naik kepala pulak nak lebih ehk... eeeeee geram siak aku fikir2 balik... botoh... dia sedar tak org tu matair... breathe in... breathe out... for nw i just leave it to fate to handle... if things were to happen this way then kita pun tak bleh buat apa2... bt we can try to avoid it and solve it jek... it's part of life... but wat i don understand is, why my love life so rabak kia... come to think of it aku tak ada sakit kn hati pempuan dulu or watever tat is to sour our relationship when i was with my ex-es.... ooh and one more thing about give and take... mmg btol... tapi skrg its not about give and take.... it's about her seeing other guys... so fahamkn situation dulu seblum comment...
my work nw is only night shift siak.... aku tak suka sgt siao... it's like no life lah kan... nk kluar pun susah.. by the time i reach hm jek dah ngantok... and then mlm nya lagik kerja.... haizz.... nak kena ckp ngan my boss ah... one week 3 to 4 time ok ah... ni tak lah 5 hari straight buat... mendak ah sia... org lain pun ada life and nk bercinta jugak apa.... just bcoz of this mcm susah i want to meet my baby love... hhmm... i think i write till here jek lah for now...
ps: u said u love me, bt wat u r doing doesn't show it and is nt helping u to gain my trust in u... don think i know nothing... (i love u so much...)