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Hello there, the angel from my nightmare, The shadow in the background of the morgue, The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me And we'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends

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Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted The webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you And hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight

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Sunday, November 18, 2007 | 9:51:00 AM
leaving me sleepless
haizz, can't sleep last night... tossing here and there.. nk tgk tv tak ada cerita, nak main comp takot kena marah... so I just lie in bed tgk hp pics lor, like there's nothing for me to do... jgn kata ah kalau nk kluar pulak nk kluar ngan siapa ehk??? agak2 ah, org pun nk tidur jugak... i dn know why i can't sleep lah kn.... for watever reason that void me from sleeping, i hope it ends well lah....

yesterday sucks though... tak kluar rumah lah satu hari... and it's killing me inside and outside... everything went well till tat happen, as i guess so much earlier and u said nt to worry... i think wat makes me really mad is the fact tat i didn't go out yest and its a fucking saturday lah where i can really enjoy my outing lah.... and for another reason too later tonight i'll be working my ass off lah kn... graveyard shift.. then hw to kluar during day time... nk kena tidur siak...

have u ever thought tat org lain pun ada choices... let us say if then when i dah in the bus and all meeting my fren, u msg me to meet u up, bab u dah balik... or let say baru jumpa ten min then u msg to meet up... mmg i bleh ajak my fren bt the thing is will my fren want to be with us... he will feel mcm menyemak siak aku pat sini... and also if kita nk gi tempat ni or tu, u think he will agree, wat if dia tknk or smting then how???? lain ah kalau dah plan sama2 then should be fine... haizz.... and the fact tat u ask me family impt or nt really pissed me off kia... aku tau ah family impt, aku tak ckp pun family impt... and for u to be going out with them is fine wit me... all tat i want to know is wat time u going hm and will u be going out wit me, if late and nt going out wit me, then i just do my own plan... ooh if u nk samakan for us meeting up and ur parents tu semua, u fikir ah, hari2 siak kau jumpa parents kau and like u said kita jumpa 2 to 3 times a week... and i should accpet the fact atleast jumpa u... then i also can say wat u pun jumpa ur parents hari2 apa tak btol...??? and the fact of u tak tau nk tanya ur parents tu lagik mcm apa siak... tanya parents sendiri pun takot ke, ckp family impt apa... then should be ok apa to talk things out and all, wats there to be scared of.... slalu tanya u jek ckp tak tau, tak tau.. then bila i ask u to ask ur parents start giving me like takot lah, malas lah, or even worst give me things like " i kluar ngan my family skali2 jek sei..", tat doesn't reply to wat i ask u sei.... watever rocks my boat?? ahax, should i say tat to u instead... most of it now has been going ur way ehk.. and i accept tat bcoz i syg u and giving in to u...
haizzz.... watever it is, i know it seems tat i buat prangai and all... bt if u think properly baby, i pe prangai slalu bila part u buat apa yg i tk suka or agree and if u think harder i buat prangai to bring us together more closer not the other way round tau... hhmmm if u still can't understand or accept this then i'm sorry jek lah for wht i've done k.... so so sorry.... i love u baby.... muah..!!! jgn marah lagik k...

ps: i wish i had a ride... and ofcz the cash too... life on earth is money, money and money..

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