dah mcm full time siak kerja aku... part time dah mcm full time pulak, wat is this sia... saturday die die also must work siak btol... petang pulak tu..
geram siak aku... dah tu next week bila aku free, si dia tak free pulak ada plan lain.. haizz... ntah lah... she wants it this way i also cannot help it... for nw just let it go lah... i guess i dun know wat to do liao... for nw there r lots of "if" in my head.... haizz... should i or shouldn't i.... still tryingnt to think to much bt hey reality sikit ehk, the more u don want to thinkbout smting, the more u think of it lah kan... it's part of human being... haizz... "TRUST", is a big thing though... sesiapa yg tak faham wat i trying to say, takpe jgn faham kn.... only for those who understand me faham.... anyways my working days is counting down as of the year is counting down too... tak sabar new year, hhmm where should i go and how should i spend it wit her??? as for christmas pulak hope things turn out well...
sesiapa nk join kita bleh join ah, bt then make plans ok... jgn last min... enjoy dok, seblum masok NS... hhmm ok lah i still got alot to say, bt then again too many things and all tak sequence... ok bye for now...
ps: hope u r happy this way... so near yet so far....
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